The Nothingness

That’s where you are, your consciousness has ended, you experience nothing and you remember nothing. I am nothing to you now. That is what I want, the nothingness, the end. I notice online lots of people screaming for help to get rid of these thoughts but I welcome them. I don’t share them with anyoneContinue reading “The Nothingness”

Crippling Anxiety

You ripped the world out from under my feet 3 times in 3 months. The first was when the doctors told us it was advanced cancer and I realised all the results you had given me, the blood tests, the appointments, the decisions on your health care, the fucking mouthguard in my house were fabrications,Continue reading “Crippling Anxiety”