Sorry it’s been a while

Sorry it’s been a while F. I promise I’ve been thinking of you, in fact I do pretty much nothing but. I’m somehow on the other side of Christmas without you. It was awful. I screamed on the day. By Boxing Day I was paralysed. I had to get someone else to watch the pupContinue reading “Sorry it’s been a while”

The Nothingness

That’s where you are, your consciousness has ended, you experience nothing and you remember nothing. I am nothing to you now. That is what I want, the nothingness, the end. I notice online lots of people screaming for help to get rid of these thoughts but I welcome them. I don’t share them with anyoneContinue reading “The Nothingness”